brownielady

i fucked up i was so strong b4 when i really did wanna talk to him when i really neededhim and i cracked for something so simple to be honest i kinda wanna talk to him now but thats so wrong i dont wanna fuck myself over again but i wanna hear him tell me hes moved on moved past me so i can know for sure i didnt make a mistake by telling him off the way i did it was random and mean i was just all worked up about before and the fact that id kept from him for so long and then to hear him sound so pompus but i know hes like that and he does things like that he does things like act an ass to be able to continue conversation and to be able to say something to me i wanna call him but i feel like an asshole if i do.... idk